I believe that most, if not all the fighting, takes place upon the field of the human mind. ~Mushroom

Sunday, July 13, 2008

wind like mind

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The War, Part 20

Sam headed back to the tree he napped beneath. The rain stopped soon as if it had a hard time sustaining that much force for long. His shoes were soaked through now and with the downpour ending the scattered spray just above the surface of the street could see a blurry image reflected back of a person beneath him placing his feet where he placed his.

Sam stepped off the road and shook the hat dry. Placed it back on his head as it was the best place he could place it now that the sun was out again but low and bright orange ahead of him. Strong like it was earlier in the day he tipped the hat down in front. In the small slivers left on each side of the hat point between his cheek bones and the rim he could see well enough and not hurt his eyes.

It was not long before he reached the cornfield and then the tree. The ground was fairly dry near the trunk the soil there raised like a mound forced by the bundle of thick roots that looked to be straining to hold the tree in place with an incredibly tight grip cramped upon the earth bunched between its fingers. But the tree was too close to the road for the night and Sam looked around the place for a better spot to make camp. The stillness had already settled in along with the sun was now below the tops of the corn stalks sent its final turning burst to the orange clouds following, their backs an iridescent blue. The colored light coming through the stalks narrowed them midway and their tops held hovering by a thin strand keeps a hot air balloon in place as the passengers board they stretch as tightly against the ropes as toward the beckoning sky. Rain drops are released like ballast from the green leaf tips falling in the opposite direction. Landing on lower leaves countless ones dropping all throughout and deep into the field Sam could hear them radiating outward in waves that grew quieter still as they floated away from him.

In the direction of the rows and the setting sun went also the slope of the field it turned a slight incline downwards. Sam thought of the farm he left and that in this direction maybe he could find another and if not just as good a place for spreading out his blanket.

He stepped into the rows. The wet leaves brushing the arms of his coat scratched at the course material over and over. The dirt seemed to want his shoes instead as they grew heavier grazing the mounds and cutting into them at times. The dirt caked layer upon layer as it left the mounds and climb aboard, whose job it was to support the stalks. His shoes saturated with rain and the drying dirt accumulation grew quickly and was hard to walk with them hitting each other like snow shoes and piling in the space between the sole and heel. Sam laughed stomping until the mud let go.

The rows separated in front of Sam, due to a clearing and not his imagination as it turned out. There was a very large stone out of place that the farmer had left and curved his rows around it. The farmer it seems gave the stone a wide berth and Sam liked the shape of it too. Plenty of room around and from the road it held the place down, and the sky completely clear.

A few bright stars could be seen already in the direction he came and convinced Sam it would be better without a roof tonight. He placed the hat on the dry warm stone and stopped to listen. At least he thought that’s why he stopped. He just started listening. Could hear the light wind it came invisibly as always. Barely disturbed the leaves they rubbed against each other gently and back they swayed to the wind when it withdrew. As dark as it was becoming so soon, Sam had to close his eyes to hear the swaying sliding. It was all that could be heard.

The wind and not the wind. No dragging sound this time, which remained still in the back of his mind.
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5 comments:

Robin Starfish said...

yellow cornfield sun
and wind like mind like water
stone ripples outward

mushroom said...

"The wind blows where it pleases, and you hear the sound, but you don't know where it comes from or where it is going."

Ricky Raccoon said...

I am not kidding. I had a dream last night that consisted of me replying to comments as they came in. I was Johnny Hip-shot, I tell you. They were good replies too, and I was much happier than I am right now :-)
Sorry, guys.

QP said...

Listening, with really BIG ears.

Fido said...

Hey!
I resemble that remark!

@oo@

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Who the Author of this Production is, is wholly unnecessary to the Public, as the Object for Attention is the DOCTRINE ITSELF, not the MAN. Yet it may not be unnecessary to say, That he is unconnected with any Party, and under no sort of Influence public or private, but the influence of reason and principle.
~ Thomas Paine
…war is the best subject of all. It groups the maximum of material and speeds up the action…brings up all sorts of stuff that normally you would have to wait a lifetime to get.
~ Excerpt from Hemingway letter to F. Scott Fitzgerald

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What’s all this talk about meaning, as if she doesn’t exist.
She’s right here in the room with us!
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NOTICE:
By order of the Author, these premesses are hereby opened due to lack of innerest.
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If you spend a lot of time with a small suitcase it is amazing how much can be packed into it; which makes for wonderfully light traveling. No burden at all in the long run. I think the packing will get easier with practice, but by then I suppose it will be time for a new one from so much wear.
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The Devil is the details.
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Remove the pyramid top and you remove the name.
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The amount of remaining baggage may not eliminate the burden of a good decision.
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All symbols, words, phrases…will become saturated.
Forget what you know, and try to re-member what they mean.

Hemingway said,

"All my life I've looked at words as though I were seeing them for the first time."

I think this was something he tried to do; an activity with purpose, beyond what came natural to him. I may be wrong about this being his practice, but I believe it is still a good one. We must reactivate words in order to restore their meaning.
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You can’t read a book running down the street.

Scripture will not let us down. But we can let it down.

I have had many affairs with words and am sorry to say that I did not treat some of them as well as they deserved. But at least one of them you can be sure I never fooled around with and this word is serious.
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Everyone may have a picture of what it looks like right before it snows. On the way to work this morning I drove though mine.
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Was last night scribbling, and much to my surprise noticed I’d penned a small joke in my corner. I said quietly, “Oh wonderful. She will surely like this one.” But I’m afraid, you see, it seems the little punching fellow has slipped between my fingers. I’ll try to catch you another today.
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The boat builder goes with the flood and just dries to keep up.
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No law of man protects him from all the places he should not go.
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Don’t trust a machine. It can’t return the compliment.
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To reject a mountain for a fissure is simply a waste of perfectly good mountain.
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You cannot hit the broadside of a mountain with a fissure.
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I know my feelings like the back of my heart.
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For all things are linked together: if the intelligence directly has need of rigor, it also indirectly has need of beauty.

~ Frithjof Schuon
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The most essential gift for a good writer is a built-in, shockproof, shit detector. This is the writer’s radar and all great writers have had it.

~ Hemingway
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I hear a train but do not see it. Should I consider it does not exist? I see a flower and it speaks to me. This does not exist?
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I know two Jewish men. They are my neighbors. One could not care less and the other is a good man. I will never understand the first one.

My Synchronicities Here:

Seemingly unrelated things keep becoming connected to each other right under my nose. I’m not at all looking for them. But they keep happening… as if they can’t stop happening. I think they happen to everyone. But what to make of them? I’ve decided I can’t keep ignoring, just in case. And I’ll place some of the ‘bigger’ ones here, among other things, so I won’t forget them, and maybe you can help me with them too. I sense there is meaning, not sure in all of them, but I intend to find out.